HOPELESSLY ME

 The life has its moments were you just want yell so loud just to see if anyone can hear. I am a single mother with a 9 yr. We have lost a lot in our lives. But there has been good people in our lives.

Then those that tear us apart. I am living at home with a mother that has dementia/Alzheimer. A father who is suffering from strokes. A brother that has his own issues..

But yet loves to gossip with our parents and sister and her husband. Tell you that your a bad parent. When you are a single parent due to events that had happen. Then to find out the complaint is that your not doing anything,

when in fact i am. I am working! I am no longer a care giver due to events that result in my injury. I am not making 10,000 dollar paycheck like my parents want. But then again they will complain if i am working a lot and they have to watch my daughter and remind me that i am awful parent.

Just like my sister does and lies... The best liers are always believable to the public. They tear up people, by knocking them down. Honestly with all the insane things going on in this world and at home, wonder why i haven't gone completely nutty. Life has a way of making you see the truth on others. My family is dysfunctional.

To live with dysfunction in my life needs to change cause i can't live with it any more. It rips apart our soul, minds...

The question is where to begin? Dealing with unhealthy stress is the devil.

Why i say that, lets see we start talking to ourselves, doubting, becoming quick to angry, anxiety level goes up. Our blood pressure rises, heart attack and list goes on....

Negative feedback is the worst thing that a person can do to harm themselves or other people with.

But it is also base on how we react to the negative feedback. Positive attitude or act just like them.


By night sliver owl.

Being human

Love is only a human thing

Have you ever felt like a part of you is missing. Like the part of your self is gone. No matter how bad or good influence you had with the other person its like having the best part of yourself taken away.

 The feeling of being completed is what we strave for. But honestly we can't be completed if we are impatient with ourselves. We rush, worry so much that we have forgotten how to be just human and what it means. We don't have to have a fancy house or the most expensive items.

Treasure what we have now. Love comes in many forms, its how we treat our neighbors that matter the most. Not political affairs or the latest gossip. Its just love it self. Its what we share as unique human beings. Our start of stories and lessons. Just sitting and starting up at the sky. Laughing with those close to us.

Taking our families and holding them dear to our hearts. Food for thought. Feed your mind without fear.